I really hate computers now. Not too fond of my job either.

I didn’t get paid again. I guess none of my current invoices got to where they were supposed to go because Mr.Jackass can’t do his job. I do find it difficult as well to send an email with an attachment…how tiring and time consuming that is, it must take hours *sigh*. Well, if I thought we were broke when I missed one check I must have been crazy…missing 2 in a row will surely put us on the street (and our street is kind of dangerous). Problem is, I really don’t have anyone to gripe to within the company anymore since my boss isn’t my boss anymore and I have no clue who this new guy is. I do have his email but he doesn’t respond so it’s pretty useless. Maybe he doesn’t know how this email thingie works…what’s this button do? I believe my company would hire someone like that, wouldn’t surprise me.

Even though it is summer and I really love summer and am generally happier in this season, I am severely depressed. It’s hard to be cheery when financial doom is lurking. I have been busting my ass to keep caught up on work (since the database takes in new files faster than I can do them lately…yay, more traffic for them, no money for me!) while trying to fix my computer which there seems to be no cure for. It won’t even let us wipe the drive and start over…I guess I have to buy a new HD again (even though there is nothing wrong with this one) and find another copy of XP. Mau is getting pretty pissy that I am on his computer too. The washer is still broken so, as if I had any free time to begin with, we get to spend hours at a laundromat. Ok, despite the money it costs, the laundromat’s not that bad but it just adds on top of what is already getting to be too much.

In the tradition of running away from my problems, we decided to just move away and possibly release this curse that is looming overhead…go live with my dad. Help him out, pay him rent, spend quality time together before it’s not possible (he’s an old guy recovering from a stroke). No can do. Dad doesn’t want us, which made me cry. Most families try to stay connected. Mine does everything in its power to stay the fuck away from each other.

Since I’m in a fuck-everyone mood, fuck Edr0. He’s a bitch.

Just to not leave you on a depressing note, we had some action in the hood Friday evening. A car with 2 guys in it came flying up the connecting street at around 50mph skidding their tires and crashing into the entrance to the park. Kids frequently play right there so all the neighbors went running up to make sure one of them didn’t get killed. Thankfully no kids or animals were present. The 2 guys got out of their car laughing until they saw their blown tire. 2 white guys then came charging up the street cussing and yelling at the other 2 guys about the way they were driving. This started a fight. Mau tried to break it up but they politely told him to butt out. Why you have to take your shirt off to fight is beyond me but the fat white guy quickly strips off his shirt and takes off some chains making comments like “bring it on motherfucker”. It was comical and I realized it could be for theatrics…you know, like it makes it more dramatic if you’re stripping off your shirt in the heat of the moment. Maybe he just sees it in movies. Well, nearly immediately, he bends down like a wrestling move (Edr0 likes this move too and it never works out for him either) and his head meets the concrete. Throw some kicks idiots, you don’t bend over for Christ sake. The other white guy ended up being a stationary punching bag and they both left bleeding. The cops showed up but I don’t know the outcome of that…I would think destroying city property is some sort of crime. They really messed up some stuff in the park, including splitting a parking block in 2. I hate to be the one to break the news to Kari that they fucked up her flowerbed.